Since having my memories come up of Satanic Ritual Abuse, I had to question my Mormon faith. I grew up Mormon (Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints) and the programming mocked the church sacrament meetings, and also the temple ceremonies.
For example, one of my memories, I was on a sacrament table while the speaker was speaking about sending out missionaries and converting people with the Holy Ghost. Well, the Satanists were completely stealing the Mormon words and phrases, and using them for evil. I think my memory was at an actual church building.
I also believe some of the abuse is happening in underground church sites. This is confirmed by Revelations 11:2 which states: But the court which is outside the temple leave out, and measure it not; for it is given unto the Gentiles: and the holy city shall they tread under foot forty and two months.
How could I have these memories come up and not question my faith? I had too. I looked up all of the anti-Mormon literature I could, looking for links for cult behavior in my church. I asked my husband for a blessing. God told me it was ok for me to ask these questions.
After doing all of the research I could, I decided to take a nap. During the nap, I saw that my church taught principles that could help people ascend to higher realms. I was told the words, "the High Church of God."
I knew that God was answering my prayer, and telling me not to leave the church.
I must add, that I do not think it is a good idea to color coat the truth. The truth is, Satanic Rituals are going on by Satanists and my memories show they are happening inside church buildings, and there are even tunnels being used for these purposes. I think is is very naive to look at leaders of a church and say they are for sure not mind controlled. If I could be mind controlled, then why couldn't they?
Inasmuch as the leaders of my church are doing their best to stand up for what is right, I sustain and support them. But why would Satan attack me and not them? I have every reason to believe that there are members in our church leadership that are double minded. But that is between them and God. I can only judge who they say they are and what they teach. What they don't know about, they cannot be judged for, they can only be judged for what they are aware of and what they do about it.
Much of the anti-Mormon literature has strong emotional chords behind it. I usually do not like to use emotional reasons for accepting something or not because usually emotional persuasion has the smallest bit of exaggeration to it, and can be just the smallest bit unfair. That being said, I do feel for those who have been hurt and harmed and negatively affected by my church.
The day will come when church will not be necessary, because everyone will know the Lord in their hearts. So, while church can provide a framework to get to heaven, it is still up to us to do the necessary spiritual climbing ourselves.
Jeremiah 31:34 And they shall teach no more every man his neighbour, and every man his brother, saying, Know the LORD: for they shall all know me, from the least of them unto the greatest of them, saith the LORD: for I will forgive their iniquity, and I will remember their sin no more.
The principles that I learned as a child in the Mormon church helped me develop the character necessary to overcome my Satanic programming. The feeling I feel and felt as a child at church sustained me and provided spiritual food, peace and comfort for my front personalities. As an adult; it was the temple covenant where you covenant to be willing to die for God's kingdom to be here on earth that gave me the courage to stop obeying the programming because I saw that it is better to die for some things. So, perhaps Satan attacks my church because members of my church have a better chance of breaking free from this Satanic-controlled world. If you have any questions, the best thing to do would be to go to a Mormon sacrament meeting, and see how it makes you feel. If you feel the Holy Spirit, if you feel peace, if you feel renewed, then it is a good thing.
One of my favorite videos is "Finding Faith in Christ". It is a very hope-filled and inspiring video to get you through some of the tough times in life's circumstances. Another very inspiring movie created by my church is entitled, 'The Testaments."
Julie T. Bucker
Is love stronger? Stronger than all other things? Whose side will you choose to be on?
Satanic Ritual Abuse